after multiple harassment campaigns and an abuser targeting me, i will not be returning to neocities or social media.

the amount of hatred, vitriol, verbal abuse, and overall just subhuman treatment has been something i have been unable to handle, and i think people refuse to acknowledge the white supremacist atmosphere online. i have been receiving non-stop harassment since the day after my birthday. people like me are treated as disposable or okay to abuse. no one should be made to feel this way. and it shouldn't take someone being a "perfect victim" or a perfect person void of mistakes to be treated with basic human decency.

i deserve better, and i'm happier being away from it all. i will find a way to survive regardless of the odds and abuse leveraged against me.

please stand up for people if you see them being targeted and hurt. stop letting abusers, bigots, and people who are complicit in such behavior keep harming others. things like this can kill someone. they almost did to me.

safe travels to the good people online. ♥